Ninasusan

Another night, another $1.50…my most used Nina-quote…actually, I think I started saying it when I worked for the son of the devil, egotistical, mean, arrogant ass who didn’t give a damn about anyone….Whew..had not thought of him for many years…he’s permanently sleeping underground now.Made some progress today.  I emailed Julie, who is the person I… Read more

One day at a time…I may be getting my edge back after ruminating for the last couple of days.  I seriously feel different…almost like I got a little spunk and fight back in me.    Thanks for enduring some Debbie Downer moments here at Ninasusan.Until next time…. Read more

I have a friend of many years that doesn’t approve of me, has manipulated all of those around us with her self defeating attitude.  I spent a good many hours of our friendship trying to make her okay and telling her that all of those self-defeating comments were just not true…it was never a “let… Read more

Sometimes I am soooo tired of being responsible, being self disciplined, not saying what I really think at times when it doesn’t seem appropriate.  I’m 53…perhaps my perception of what happens when you kick the chicks out of the nest are crazy.  Does there come a time when you have permission to do what you… Read more

::yawn::Everytime I do this long hours and screwy shift stuff, I say I’m not going to do it again, EVER…It’s 4:15 in the morning and I have just a few hours left so I’m almost afraid to say this but it has not been bad working…I’m just needing some sun and some other scenery.I”m numb. … Read more

Another day shift…and sitting at a different console…it’s like a new job and yet, it isn’t.Cleaned out file cabinets …..  Our vehicle insurance has gone up $100 since last year.I have calendars from every year since 1981.  This will make for some good reminiscing for later…or the regurgitation of lots of angst.  I guess just… Read more

He has obviously given up on trying to tell me what to do…even for my own good.  I can remember a time, not that long ago, that he would have said…well, put some shoes on.I’m suffering today from 3 or 4 puncture wounds in my feet from rusty carpet pad staples.  I think back and… Read more

Actually my 4th of July was Thursday night, July 2nd.  My work week starts tomorrow on the 4th of July and will continue for 7 days… actually I will be working 10 hours on the 4th of July and while the money will make it quite worthwhile, I must say I hate working the 4th of… Read more

Soooo…. from my last posting, the bed questions have been solved.  We decided to go to Des Moines Tuesday night to look for a mattress..I knew there was going to be an issue about what type of bed we came home with. As we seem to have opposite opinions on nearly everything, I knew this… Read more