Ninasusan

Happiness gently landed on my shoulders

Ninasusan

  • It’s out of control

    Apparently, my subconscious mind has taken the scenic route away from my conscious mind…first time ever I had panic attacks in the middle of the night… I went to bed early with the headache I had all afternoon and evening and quite irritable…in fact i went to bed early so he didn’t have to put… Read more

  • Ref my “bitch” post yesterday…I snapped this pic on my way to work this morning…this is one little corner of the front yard..this stuff has been in the front yard for weeks.He and I started watching the series Damages on Netflix last night…I think I”m going to “like” it okay – doubt I will love… Read more

  • We have this nice little house in the country…this is where we have lived our life since 1986..we raised our family in this house and were quite content.  Then when mom passed in 09, we remodeled and moved next door and decided to rent out the old house…feeling that we would still have some control… Read more

  • hahahaha…I just had to whine about the heat.  Apparently the corn doesn’t even like the heat.  I just heard that last week was “the nasty week” for corn where the tassel and silks get together and fill the ear with little kernals…they don’t like it hot…86 degrees is the perfect temp for that activity.  My… Read more

  • It is sooo wierd

    Went boating yesterday about 20 minutes south of Newton…I must add this because the heat index in Newton was 128…we were on the lake from about 8:30 until about 3…it was hot…but it didn’t feel THAT hot. When we pulled out of the lot it was 97 degrees on the truck gage…As I told the… Read more

  • Most of my anger died in August and October of 2009.  I gave my mother and my aunt the power to ruin my life… I had so much anger in my blood that I KNEW when the two of them stopped breathing that I would finally be able to begin breathing..living my life in my… Read more

  • Many of my rants come to me during my morning shower..this morning was no different..Todays thought, I like to think, is a solution to a burgeoning problem in America.  First thing we do is head to Texas to help them pack..who you ask…our liberal, moderates and liberal conservative friends and family.  After we get them out, we… Read more

  • Saturday Morning thoughts

    Update:  just had a mother call advising that she needs a cop come and talk to her 10 year old daughter..who was throwing a fit..she kicked her in the chest and called her an f-ing retard.  Mom wants the kid to know what could happen to her…uh huh   For the most part, I like to work… Read more

  • Anger Management

    Anger in others really pushes my buttons.  I learned a long time ago to control my anger…probably a lot to my detriment…perhaps if I had gotten angry about a few things in my past, I would have been healthier.  “He” has a really quick anger threshold which really makes me angry…but mostly I don’t respond… Read more

  • First, I must apologize to the ground hog…yesterday was his birthday – I had plans to call him…but life and death got in the way of my memory.  So…Happy Birthday a day late Jeffery…I love you. I’m working the two days of the weekend so I can add a couple of days to 2 vaca… Read more