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I think that once there is a crack in my expectations and therefore personal choices, the liquid drips out until I have a steady flow before other people’s judgements and opinions start jamming up the mess again! I have a steady flow right now! I have welcomed Inputs and experiences this past week putting aside Read more
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I have been sugar free for months…I don’t really miss it…I am not really tempted….like I can sit and watch the family eat homemade ice cream and I don’t have that feeling like I’m disciplining myself…it’s just a choice….no thank you. Fast forward to cooking for thanksgiving. Thinking about him making pumpkin pie, I had Read more
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I’ve been trying to blog for several days…in fact right now I’m trying to figure out how to put words together. I feel I need to get it out of my head so I can shut it down and reel in my anxiety. Nothing bad has happened….life has happened….but the complication of being an empath Read more
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I exceeded my Fitbit step goal today….and made my stairs goal. First time in a very long time. I have gone through periods in my life that I felt compelled to walk…before fitbit or the other convenient electronics…I had to plan out my route by driving the route to figure out what kind of mileage Read more
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He and the neighbors had a little mishap on the lake today with the small sailboat we recently sold them. Actually a couple mishaps…everyone is fine physically. Suffice to say we put peroxide in his ears tonight in an attempt to kill bacteria from the lake water. I had the boys today and Jaxon Read more
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I came home from my weekend with the girls in Des Moines with a sinus infection. I had a routine doc appointment on Monday and she sent me home with antibiotics. They really just kicked in today…”first day without a headache. We went kayak shopping yesterday and finished up our 38th anniversary with dinner at Read more
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So….in the safety of my own home this summer, I’ve had a cicada in the house and had to be rescued by Truman…then I had a largefellow try to take up residence in the curtains Tonight I had two cats run through the house at warp speed to the deck door off the kitchen. So, Read more
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But currently I’m working through it. I don’t have understanding right now. This is why I journal…both privately and publically on ninasusan.com…For the most part, my private journaling is paragraph after paragraph of thoughts that either would not make sense to anyone else or would, quite frankly, piss them off….it may be a book someday. Read more
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This blog has been taking up space in my head for 4 days now. I’ve been off antidepressants for 6 months and now 4 days. I no longer feel drugged. I’m able to function in the real world like everyone else. Now when I look back at those 2 weeks of Hell going cold Read more
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