September 2017
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Free will to make decisions, yes…actually being in control….no, not really. I am a recovering control freak! I’ve spent many years making firm decisions, manipulating situations and other people so that things could or would be done “correctly”. There are few people that I willingly allowed dominance over me and usually this was accomplished by Read more
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While on my meditative walk tonight, I realized that occasionally ….like tonight….I feel like I’m wearing some type of invisible armor. It’s not like I physically don this armor or perhaps more like bubble wrap…it’s just there. I feel safe, I like being with me. I have 10 years of ninasusan blogs and many pages Read more
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I exceeded my Fitbit step goal today….and made my stairs goal. First time in a very long time. I have gone through periods in my life that I felt compelled to walk…before fitbit or the other convenient electronics…I had to plan out my route by driving the route to figure out what kind of mileage Read more
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My blog…my story….my opinions. I had my fill of dominant, aggressive, insecure men today……and the soft spoken preacher-like man who invaded my space to point to my heart and asked me if I could feel my heart beating…that was God speaking directly to me that he is connected on and on and on. The Read more
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He and the neighbors had a little mishap on the lake today with the small sailboat we recently sold them. Actually a couple mishaps…everyone is fine physically. Suffice to say we put peroxide in his ears tonight in an attempt to kill bacteria from the lake water. I had the boys today and Jaxon Read more
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How many thoughts, beliefs habits do we learn from our parents without even realizing it. In those 18 years of breathing the same air as those who gave birth to us, we learn values, beliefs and habits. Sometimes as adults, we realize the error of those ways or, unfortunately, we may just continue to do Read more
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I came home from my weekend with the girls in Des Moines with a sinus infection. I had a routine doc appointment on Monday and she sent me home with antibiotics. They really just kicked in today…”first day without a headache. We went kayak shopping yesterday and finished up our 38th anniversary with dinner at Read more
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