It has been so hot in the last few weeks that I cannot force myself to go outside and when I do step outside I’m unable to contain the audible grown followed by ITS SO HOT out here! It’s  too hot to walk Frannie down the street.  It’s too hot to walk around to find Pokémons, it’s too hot to water flowers.  I feel the same internal restlessness that I used to feel when I lived in the boonies during winter in Iowa with 5ft snow drifts and bitter cold temperatures.  I also have a new partial plate of teeth that I can’t get used to.  The section that sits under my tongue behind my front teeth feels like it’s sitting on the only nerve I have left.  Add to that my inability to be responsible and turn the TV off thus listening to all of the aggravating political BS along with hearing everyday how humans are killing each other….it’s makes me feel like a fish caught in a net on the shoreline baking in the sun.

I usually handle differences of opinion with aplomb.  You don’t have to agree with me and, quite frankly, I couldn’t care less.  I’m up for a good discussion …. One never knows what one might learn….but normally the difference of opinion has no real bearing on the relationship (as far as I’m concerned).  Right now…full blown differences of opinion not only have me biting my tongue bloody but biting my fingertips bloody to reign in my rage at what other people think and express.

I’m getting my personal feelings down on my blog.  I thought once I expressed this in writing, it would make me feel better….I guess I was wrong….

until next time….