Another night, another $1.50…my most used Nina-quote…actually, I think I started saying it when I worked for the son of the devil, egotistical, mean, arrogant ass who didn’t give a damn about anyone….Whew..had not thought of him for many years…he’s permanently sleeping underground now.

Made some progress today.  I emailed Julie, who is the person I consider to be the leader of our Code Lime group…I trust her with me and with my dilemma with the woman who is a pain in my behind this week.  Julie understood me without seeming to take sides…I knew I made the right decision to communicate with her.

I also got an email from another good friend this morning saying he was willing to have a conversation with my scrapbooking pal, Deb.  Nothing really happened verbally between the two…just years of distance and insecurities from adolescence…that is my take anyway.  We are meeting for supper Friday night.  I’m so looking forward to it.

“He” is still having some huge issues with his colitis and hyperaldosteronsm.  Jenny has been pushing for him to go to Mayo Clinic in Rochester, MN for a thorough going over for both conditions in the same place to be sure one isn’t contributing to the other.  Also, he hasn’t seen the right kind of doc for several years after his endocrinologist retired and he was referred to a kidney doc…never could figure that out.  Seems like things are always easier when a decision has been made on a plan of action.  I think uncertainty can be one of the biggest stressors in life.

I just feel good…think I’ve gained back the 10 pounds I lost last month…just this week..but probably not.  I’ve been so stressed out about everything that I”ve consumed anything that wasn’t moving or had at least slowed down.

Maybe someday I’ll figure out what’s eating me so I can stop this ridiculous yo-yo weight thing.  6 hours left to work and one more night to work then I have my 3 days off…

Until next time….