March 2008

I decided earlier tonight that I wasn’t going to extend this crazy story with my xanga friends ..the negativity is not good for me or for you…but while cleaning house tonight, I’ve had time to ruminate…and I just really need to get this off my chest.  I’m not really angry, I certainly don’t have sympathy… Read more

Feeling better this morning – amazing what a good night’s sleep will do for you.  I was feeling a lot of despair last night…I used to deal with “the mother” by just stuffing and taking it out on my family…then I realized how horrible that was…and have since apologized to Jenny for being stupid about… Read more

Chances are you haven’t read the entry yet that has caused me to feel used, unloved and like my head is going to explode!!!! Yes…dear diary…I do feel a little better…but who is this woman who would ask her 52 year old daughter who has been home for 2 hours from work to leave her… Read more

For those of you new to my web site and missed my earlier life stories with dear old mom – you will probably just think I’m an insensitive person….and that will be your problem.My mother just called me to come over to her house – it is 8:30 at night and it is 8 degrees… Read more

Who’d have ever thought that adorable Bill Clinton could be a bully…especially to Benjamin Franklin…Alayna says it is because I brought an unneutered male cat into Billy’s territory and had I brought a sweet young female kitty…things would probably be much different.  Billy lays in wait…Benny doesn’t seem to be afraid…but then maybe he wouldn’t… Read more

 Allow me to introduce Benjamin Franklin aka Benny.  I decided Billy aka Billy-the-kid needed a playmate because the only thing he had to play with was Frannie aka Devil Dog.  So Frannie and I went to the Animal Rescue League tonight and brought home his near twin baby Benny.  Benny is only about 9 months… Read more

I’m going to midnights.  woo hoo.  Midnights is the coveted shift for most dispatchers in my department.   The most senior dispatcher recently retired and now it is mine and the frosting on the cake is that I”m now the most senior dispatcher.  Not quite sure when I get to make the move but I’m guessing… Read more