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Sometimes I feel like I’m on a horse with no reins. Mentally that is…it really isn’t possible for me to board a horse, get on a horse, mount a horse? The last time I threw my leg over a horse on a carousel at the carousel museum in Leavenworth, KS, I had that moment of Read more
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Welcome to my therapy session…With the exception of the boys-grand babies, every birthday that comes and goes, I feel a little lost….not because of everyone being a year older but birthday celebrations created by my mother are missing! I wish I could ask her why birthdays and holiday celebrations were so important to her and Read more
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As I told Katy in an email earlier, “he” has pried me down off the top of the courthouse before I jumped or started shooting. Emails from my daughters this afternoon had me go back and read my entry from last night and some stuff I sent to them by email and I can tell Read more
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I don’t even know where to begin…my brain is so wrapped around the what goes around comes around mentality when raising our kids. Oh…there are some who break the cycle and there are so many extremes to the problem. On the one end, my mother, with a narcissistic personality disorder, raised me to be a Read more
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